It's hard to be positive and let stuff go. I don't know how to do it very well.
I tend to brood and dwell.
I don't care for it any more. It's exhausting.
I've been very, very aggravated at work lately, not with the people, because I like my co-workers, but with some other issues that exacerbate my dismay at not being able to find a job and feeling like my career has always been and will always be a source of anxiety and despair.
I try and focus on things in a more positive light:
- This is the universe trying to show me that I need to stop trying to please people in situations I don't care about
- This is the universe trying to tell me to do what I really, really want to do with my life
- This is the universe doing something that I can't understand right now, but that will ultimately be to my benefit
But I am trying to be calm and accepting and let things go and happen as they must.
I am the motherfucking Ghandi of acceptance.
Speaking of dealing with angst and anger, my Thanksgiving post is up at Secret Society of List Addicts. Go on. It'll do you good.