I cannot focus.
I'm trying to study and while I find the topic interesting, I can't make myself pay attention to what I'm reading.
Instead, I do things that I don't really want to do, because I can't actually do something I really want to do, because I should be studying. So I procrastinate and get no joy out of it. For god's sake, I just read Dear Abbey. MAKE IT STOP.
Back to the books.